current status

... well. its so long since I last posted a message here in the blog.
So as you can see, the title is 'Current Status'. So now, I'll relate the story of our status today.

Its been months since I last saw him. The last time, was I guess, April 2010. We didn't had the chance to talk to each other for a long period of time. All we had were the "HIs and HELLOs", the "HOW ARE YOU" stuffs, and the "SINCE WHEN ARE YOU HERE?" questions.. Well, that was a good conversation... But I still miss the times when we are not formal in talking. The kiddin' stuffs, and the times that we're eating together. I miss the times when we had our trip together. I miss the times we hang out together. I miss the PAST - I miss HIM.

What happened to us? What happened to you? Or to me? . . . . Oh Gosh! I don't really know. I don't know who changed. I don't know what changed. Oh! I wish I knew. I really wish I can find the answer. . . . . "Things happen for a reason. But the reason is unknown."

Now, there is no communication. No "HIs and HELLOs", no "HOW ARE YOU" stuffs, and no "SINCE WHEN ARE YOU HERE?" questions. . No more hang outs, no text messaging. . . AS IN! NO EVERYTHING. All was just like a dream? Is that it? Well, if that's it, I swear. I'll rather not wake up. For in my world of dreams, I became so happy, which no other things can be compared of. But still, the things in the past cannot be brought back again. So, all I need to do is MOVE ON. MOVE ON!!!! I know, it is not that easy. But I will. . I will. . I will definitely do it. . .





hearty <3

My Mr. Angel, what did you do?

Hey Mr. Angel, what did you do to me? Why is it that whenever you're there, I can't control the fast pumping of my heart. Whenever you are there, I am very conscious of myself, but I can't feel what is happening to my surroundings.. All I know is your there, and I'm here, even if we are far apart, still, It's like, it's just a close distance..

Hey, "Is it really just a crush? or I really fell in love with you?".. Oh, whatever feeling is that, that should be stopped! It should not continue.. The feeling that I have for you is not right. Oh my.. but, why is it that I really can't stop it. My heart will bleed if I do. So, I'll just gonna keep it, and just be happy. Even if I know that my love for him is impossible.

Angel?.. how nice..

Angel..
Who is this angel that I am referring to?.. Well, honestly, he is not a real angel, but his looks, deeds, actions and even the way he speak, he is like an angel who went down here on Earth...

For me, he is the sweetest, the most lovable, the most handsome, and the most perfect person that I know. He is the one that makes me at ease, makes me happy, and makes me someone that I cannot imagine from the start. He changed me. He changed my life. My life, from sadness to happiness.

Now, he really makes my world complete. Without him, my world will be a world of loneliness and will be full of misery. So please, my mr. Angel, just stay and never leave... :)

When did it started?

"Mr. Angel"...

When you hear this, what comes to your mind? What questions can you think? Hmmm..?
Well, for me, there are only two questions.. Is he really an angel? or is he the one that saves, guides and will never ever leave you?

Yes! Truly, Angels are like that.. Also, they are usually viewed as emanations of a supreme divine being, sent to do the tasks of that being. Traditions vary as to whether angels have free will or are merely extensions of the supreme being's will. While the appearance of angels also varies, many views of angels give them a human shape.

...continuation next time...