current status

... well. its so long since I last posted a message here in the blog.
So as you can see, the title is 'Current Status'. So now, I'll relate the story of our status today.

Its been months since I last saw him. The last time, was I guess, April 2010. We didn't had the chance to talk to each other for a long period of time. All we had were the "HIs and HELLOs", the "HOW ARE YOU" stuffs, and the "SINCE WHEN ARE YOU HERE?" questions.. Well, that was a good conversation... But I still miss the times when we are not formal in talking. The kiddin' stuffs, and the times that we're eating together. I miss the times when we had our trip together. I miss the times we hang out together. I miss the PAST - I miss HIM.

What happened to us? What happened to you? Or to me? . . . . Oh Gosh! I don't really know. I don't know who changed. I don't know what changed. Oh! I wish I knew. I really wish I can find the answer. . . . . "Things happen for a reason. But the reason is unknown."

Now, there is no communication. No "HIs and HELLOs", no "HOW ARE YOU" stuffs, and no "SINCE WHEN ARE YOU HERE?" questions. . No more hang outs, no text messaging. . . AS IN! NO EVERYTHING. All was just like a dream? Is that it? Well, if that's it, I swear. I'll rather not wake up. For in my world of dreams, I became so happy, which no other things can be compared of. But still, the things in the past cannot be brought back again. So, all I need to do is MOVE ON. MOVE ON!!!! I know, it is not that easy. But I will. . I will. . I will definitely do it. . .





hearty <3